Monday, October 04, 2010
Well, as of yet I have not heard from the staffing agency about the interview I went to on Thursday. I am guessing that it is probably not good news if I haven't heard from them. I am at that point where I really need to set a date and say, if I have not found a full time job by whatever date, I need to go home. I am quite sure I can find something to at least get the bills paid at home. This decision will be one of the hardest ones I make. Living here with him is/has been wonderful.
I need to get past the fear and finally tell him that we need to pin a date down. Things will take their own course, I know in my heart of hearts that we will be together eventually. He has a lot on his plate right now, and I am just adding to that. I need to go home, get things settled, if I get that job in Raleigh, NC I will be moving yet again, but I will at least be moving into my own place with my own stuff. I will be paying bills off, and since I won't really know anyone to have much of a social life, the gym and online classes will be my thing! At least there will be few distractions and my grades will improve. (I am sure age has something to do with that too)
Finish school, pay off my bills, join a gym, get myself back into shape, get healthy. Those are my goals for this month and next, at least get them in motion.
At least I can take Sparkpeople with me wherever I go! There is so much support here, it is so nice to have found this community!