Reaching that magic number...
Saturday, October 09, 2010
Wow I have had such a busy week, with a bit of a emotional rollar coaster in the middle that I almost had no control over what I could eat.
But at last weighin I was 94kg, I`m just going to leave the number at that until next official weigh in next month.
Part of this weeks busy ness goes to going to job interviews for a part time job, where they remarked how pretty I am. And also a doctor said I was a beautiful woman (omg lets not get into that case), and someone from work didn`t recognise me and jumped in surprise when I pointed out it was me said I had become so beautiful.....and a train driver leaning out the window trying to get me on the train as I run for the doors in heels, NEVER had that happen to me before.
Ok I`ve started to notice people are treating me differently, and just a little make up puts them totally off into the "bijin/kirei" area.
What the heck is going on I asked myself.
94kg, the number I had settled on for the month. I started playing around with the numbers and converted it to lbs. 206.8lbs. I was reaching that magic number, 200lbs.
The magic number was something I decided when I was watching a few `famous in the community` vlogs of gastric bypass patients. Who both of them happened to have had dramatic weightloss results helped by plastic surgery and are pretty young girls.
This was back when I first started my uhhh weightloss journey so I was 250lbs and considered myself fat chick.
one vlog was about how she still feels like a fat chick despite getting skinny now. And I thought to myself, you ain`t a fat girl any more you passed that magic number.
I decided there and then it was 200lbs, a nice round number. And always a place to easilly compare the difference from start weight.
But it is also a part where you see a change from sister hood of the faturnity to repressed camere whore, and the dramas start, they start with entries talking about how normal and hawt they feel in the normal people sizes etc. And also how different people treat them now they`re hawt. It always seems to be around 200lbs, me at the time a fat girl agreed. And the change is always done gradually without them realising.
But I am now 206lbs, that means in another 6lbs I will be past that magic number. I`m just like no way, I agreed you are offically fat from just chubby etc. at 200lbs.
It also means I will turn into a mean bitch and just totally not get when people get annoyed and tell me that to the face lol.
I looked at my symptoms. And t