1 lb. gone... to round off an even 20.

I was excited weighing in yesterday to see that I have lost 1lb. To give me the lead of a flat 20 lbs lost now. That is 20 lbs. I will no longer need to look at.

I need to find something else to do to keep me more motivated at home....

I've been a little depressed these past few days... my 12 year old has been having some troubles with her friends and it stresses me out. I don't like seeing her unhappy and to see her cry. In turn... I get this pit in my stomach and that uneasy feeling of trying to protect my baby from things that are probably out of my control. She needs to handle these things on her own... or else she'll never learn.

Then... for some reason... I keep getting deep rooted sharp pains shooting up my back on my right side today... I think I pulled a muscle or something... so I'm not doing so well.

A nice warm bath would do me wonders... but that won't happen for several more hours... since I am at work for the next 5 hours. Blech.

I just need a vacation... plain and simple.