Everyday a struggle
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Well I have figured out that everyday is going to be a struggle to stay on track. I was just sitting here wondering will it ever get easier, will I ever not crave something I don't need. Saying no to temptation is so hard. I can not allow junk in the house because my will power sucks. I have been reading some wonderful success stories and I so want to read mine one day. The before and after pictures were wonderful I had blogged before about taking pictures of my journey and I have started doing that but I am not ready to post them until I start seeing progress. It is amazing how these success stories looked when they started and how they look now. The accomplishments they have made in their lives and the better health they are now enjoying because of it. I saw several stories that sound like me and I know that all things are possible. I want to join the 100 pounds lost club but I have realized everyday is a struggle and I will have to work harder than I have in my entire life to reach my goals that I am setting for myself. Being happy with myself is my over all goal I seek. I am so tired of feeling self consience in my cloths wondering how I look if certain things make me look bigger. Im tired of wondering if the person I am interested in isn't interested in me because I am so over weight. I am just tired. I want to be able to shop for the cute cloths. Keep up with my children at the park not give out of breath going up a large hill. These are things I want why is it so hard? I will probably post several blogs like this to help me stay motivated. I think I am going to start a scrap book of the success stories I have been reading to give me something to look at to keep me reminded of what I need to do to lose the weight. Everyday will be a constant struggle and I just have to keep reminding myself that I can do it I will succeed.