It's Been Hard For Me Lately!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I haven't bloged for a couple of weeks now because I have been feeling sad and very depressed lately. My two adult daughters are trying to be as mean to me as they can. They won't forgive me for any thing in the past and everything I do or say they turn it around. I can't say or do anything right in their eyes. They keep writing hurtful things to me. They know they are being hurtful but that doesn't stop them. I feel they are enjoying ganging up on me and bulling me. I'm tired of it all and I feel like giving up on the two of them. They are adult women that, in my opinion, need to grow up and learn to forgive and move on.
I have had some bad bouts with my osteoarthritis lately. We are experiencing a lot of rain this October which we usually don't have this time of year. So every time before it starts to rain I'm in a lot of pain. So needless to say I haven't been able to exercise a lot lately. But I have been watching what I eat. And believe it or not I'm actually beginning to lose. Yes, I've lost two pound the past two weeks. I guess it's because of the lack of interest in food lately.
It's also going to be my birthday this coming Saturday and my life partner, John, is taking me to Idyllwild, CA for two days. He's renting a little cabin for us that has a fire place in it. We'll be up in the mountains for two days and I'll be able to take photographs to my hearts content. Idyllwild has a Photography Museum for me to wander through and the little town is very arts and crafts originated as well. All my very favorite things to do. I hope I'll be out of pain by the time we get up there because I want to get a chance to walk around and get lots of pictures. This is going to be a perfect romantic birthday outing for me. I know all ready that my spirits are going to soar just being able to get out and about.
Well, I probably won't be bloging for a while so if I don't get to chat with you I want you to know that I'm thinking of and praying for us all to reach our goals. Don't give up on yourself even if some tough times come along. You just have to keep on loving yourself and knowing what you are doing is right and a loving thing to do for yourself.
Have a good week everyone. Take care of you as your the only "you" that you have!