Saturday, October 23, 2010
I am very blue today. Yesterday I learned my baby had no heart rate and had stopped growing over a week ago. I thought something was wrong. i had a feeling from the start of the pregnancy something didn't seem right. now i feel empty and blue. we so wanted a second child. it seemed perfect when we got pregnant this time. the timing was great they would be just about 2 years apart. i was suppose to be 10w4d yesterday. instead i ended up having a suction D&C. my doc was able to get me in that afternoon. it all seemed to happen so fast. my docters office was great. i still feel awful and empty. i am very happy to hold my little one. i hope we are able to have a second. at my age there is a 40% chance of miscarriage. sorry for the rambling. thanks for listoning.