Friday, October 29, 2010
Cannot believe it has been over a year since I posted a blog. So where have I been? I have had a setback. I have been on medication that has changed my weight by 20 pounds and it has been very frustrating for me. I trained and walked in the Susan G. Komen walk for the cure in October 2010 in Washington, DC. It was amazing and incredible. I cannot describe how inspiring it was. I am going to walk again next year and I am really determined to get this extra 20 pds off me that I had kept off for the last two years and get back to losing the other 30. I have had trouble motivating myself lately and feel very much in a slump. I know I am the only one who can make this change and I need to do this for my mental and physical help. I really need to dig down deep to find it. I just need to take it day by day and before I know it, I will be weeks, even months in, and that 20 pounds will seem a distant memory. I just need to take that first step and believe in myself. Sometimes it is just so hard when you feel like you never come out of the other side, you just keep starting and stopping and never complete the journey. How can I make myself finish for once?