Fell off the wagon... need to claw my way back on!
Monday, November 08, 2010
So... the past few weeks I just haven't been into SP like I used to be. I haven't been using the nutrition tool. I haven't been using the weigh in tool. I haven't been doing ANYTHING. I have been slacking off when I eat. I've been slumped in a chair not moving like I should. I've been MISERABLE... the entire time through it as well.
I can't exactly pin point why I all of a sudden quit.... but I know that I don't want to give up. I don't want to be a loser... I want to be a winner. Winning over this fat demon! I want to look the best I know I can!
Why is it we fall off? Why is it we can't just stay focused and get through what we need to do? It frustrates me more knowing I can't just stay focused and move forward without first falling back several paces.
I have no idea if I've gained... since I haven't weighed myself for a while. Though... with the Halloween candy floating around... I'm sure I had to of gained something.
I need to hear people's stories I think... how did you stay focused? How did you overcome the hurdles? Have you ever thought of just giving up? Throwing your hands in the air and saying... this is what I will look like for the rest of my life? I've been there. Don't want to be there.... but just don't know how to move forward.