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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I started my weight loss journey almost exactly two years ago. I've lost weight and I have awesome progress pictures but guess what? I'm six pounds heavier than when I started TWO YEARS AGO!! How does something like this happen, is what I keep asking myself. Lose weight, gain weight, lose weight, gain weight. I mean technically it happened because I continuously overate, I know that. I've been woofing down any and everything I want, whenever I want. Then here and there I become disgusted enough to do something about how I feel about my body and get back to working out and counting my calories before I inevitably do it all over again. Food makes me happy. Filling, fatty, delicious food caters to my every emotion and more often than not I give in to my cravings. Look where it has gotten me, not even back to square one but like square -1 :(

Well, this wasn't meant to be a sob story. I wanted to say that I'm back on track and this time, I hope it lasts. 24lbs to go.
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  • FLY0NTHEWAL1
    Hey Kimmie, I know what you mean with the yo-yoing. A little conscientiousness and we'll both be right back on track.
    Welcome back!
    3750 days ago
  • VIXG23
    Ditto

    Just came back from hols saw the pictures thought i looked ok - OH DEAR - so 22lbs to go 2nd day back - im perfect on the food its the vino that gets me - so here goes again...

    Welcome back - you were doing so well!!! emoticon
    3753 days ago
  • KEEPINMYCURVES
    @LIZZYP609 - Thank you! Same here.

    @BABY_GIRL69 - Thanks babe! Lets do this!

    @DAKOTASMOMMY_07 - Thank you Christina, it helps simply knowing so many people can relate. I think I can do this. . think. . :(

    @BEAUTYFLAW - Thanks girl!

    @MZQUEENB - Thank you! Food is definitely my drug too! It has been a struggle just these few days not to go buy my favorites. I know! It is soooo nerve wrecking that we know exactly what to do but can't manage to stay on track. Totally bums me out :( All about will power and self discipline, which I need to work on obviously. DEFINITELY take progress pics! Let me know if you post them. The sad thing is, those photos of what I'm capable of STILL isn't my goal. I have no goal pictures of myself because I never once made it :( We can definitely keep in touch and keep each other motivated. Don't be a stranger.


    3760 days ago
  • RUNADIVA
    Welcome back!! Girl I am rocking hat same boat..so you are not alone! Food is my drug and sweets are what I believe crack is to addicts...lol I wonder why its so hard when we know exactly what to do??this time I am taking pics because I didn't last time....at least you have a photo of what you are capable of accomplishing. Maybe we can keep each other motivated! emoticon
    3760 days ago
  • BEAUTYFLAW
    Welcome back! We can do this!
    3760 days ago
  • DAKOTASMOMMY_07
    emoticon YOU CAN DO THIS!!
    Most of us go through this..I know how you feel my friend.
    God Bless~Christina
    3760 days ago
  • BABY_GIRL69
    Hey you!! Welcome back & we are all struggle still but remain in the race to fight fat.

    God bless & let's make it happen!

    Dee
    3761 days ago
  • LIZZYP609
    Kimmie! Welcome back...Yep I know where you are coming from! I am actually right in the middle of it myself! I know what I need to do...I just gotta do it and stay with it! emoticon
    3761 days ago
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