It's been a while...
Friday, November 26, 2010
I haven't posted a blog for a while... so I thought I might as well go ahead and do one now.... ;)
So... things have been going sort of crap since Halloween... and I can't seem to keep myself on track. I don't barely come here any more... when I was so invested in coming here on a daily basis and participating in all the possible ways to keep me focused. I don't like that I fell off. I want to find my way back to the track and get back on. I felt better about me... felt better about my health and my life while on the right track... so why fall off? It was just pure laziness. I don't want that anymore... so... I'm clawing my way back to the track and onward I go.
Yesterday was Thanksgiving... and I would normally stuff my face so full I could be literally be rolled on to my side and pushed.... Not this year... I had eaten very small portion sizes and refused to take home leftovers. *go me!*
I made a VERY VERY fattening homemade cream cheese danish for dessert as well as homemade peanut butter cup bars. Both two massively fat inducing items. I had one small bar of my peanut butter cup bars... and had NOTHING of the other. They both were emptied out with a quickness... so I had no worries about left overs there either. YAY!
Now comes the baking season and my mother is notorious for baking every cookie and bar under the sun... and I'm a notorious sampler... so... I must behave this year. No more sitting with a huge box of junk sucking it down. This year... I may have one or two... but no more than that. I WILL behave this year...
I guess it would be wise to get back on the scale and see where I'm starting back out at. Since I am sure I won't be starting where I left off.... I'm sure I've gained again. Blech. :(
Tis life though.