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Winter Blues

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

My mum is in her late thirties
My dad is in his mid fourties

And that's the way it's going to be from now on.
My mum on one line
My dad on the other

They've spent 24 years together.
They've bought up 5 children.

And now it's all lost...
I want to support them both but my own heart is getting too heavy to bear all alone...

There's a court case 2mrw but I shan't be there
and it will never be because I don't care

This is between them both,
hindering any progress or destroying all hope
will not bring them together
it will not wipe away the tears
it will not fill in the deep abyss that a broken heart does oft leave
creating more unhappiness formyself will not
bring me any happiness

It might be hard times for the family, but I won't fall apart...
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    very touching
    3702 days ago
    You're in my thoughts, you can get through this.
    3703 days ago
    I am so sorry. You are in my prayers.
    3703 days ago
  • HIPPIE44
    3704 days ago
    3704 days ago
    I'm so sorry that you and your family are going through this terribly difficult time. Please take comfort in the fact that many have gone through this valley and come out on the other side, only to find that the other side has its good points. We never know what wonderful things are coming to us even when we might feel like there is no good left.

    The holidays will be difficult for you; be kind to yourself. Try positive self talk; keep doing your weekly plan; never, never beat yourself up. This too shall pass and good times will come again. Life will be different but it will be good. emoticon
    3704 days ago
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