Stop The World, I Want to Get Off!
Friday, December 10, 2010
The past few weeks have been very stressful for me. First we decided to lease a car and, of course, I agonized over the finances of it.
Then we had to put our senior dog to sleep because she had developed cancer.
Then our microwave stopped working.
Then we tried to find another dog and had a tough time choosing between two. We wanted to rescue both of them, but didn't have the energy to do it.
Now we're in the middle of the Christmas season and cards are arriving daily. I need to get my cards mailed, but I don't have the strength. I'm fighting fibromyalgia and depression at the same time. Oh, yes, my partner is not taking his meds and is crying over our deceased furry friend.
I want to crawl under a blanket and tell the world to go away. I hate it when the phone rings; if it weren't for the bills arriving, I'd stop getting my mail. There's always something for me to deal with in there.
I'm cold, lethargic and exhausted. Maybe it's time to bring in the light box we bought for SAD.