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Tuesday of Christmas week

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Well tomorrow is the moment of truth. I get my body fat measured to see how much fat I have lost. I have to be honest, I'm really nervous. I mean, looking in the mirror, I don't really see much loss at all in my thighs and butt. I notice my boobs are going away. and my tummy is a bit smaller. I just don't know what kind of actual body fat I have lost. I am hoping for 3% or more, but I'm nervous it will be less. I know I've lost 9 lbs but how much was water weight? I dunno I just look in the mirror and feel like it isn't noticeable that I have lost 9 lbs. I'm also feeling stuck at this 9 lbs. I want to see a full ten lbs after this week, but I feel like I haven't been working out hard enough this week to see it. I pray I have pulled it off. I guess I'm just feeling down today.

My grandmother has been in the hospital for about 5 days now and she was supposed to be released today, but she got worse. Intestinal bleeding and glucose levels are way down. She's very weak and at 92 years old, she can only handle so much. I talked to her on the phone today and she sounded just terrible. I think Christmas will now be spent in Houston instead of in Memphis. She just can't make it back home like this. I think my worry for my Grandmother is really getting to me today after talking to her. maybe this would be why I am feeling So unconfident in my body fat test tomorrow.

who knows. Hope all are having a great Christmas week! Blessings!
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  • LYNMEINDERS
    Prayers are with you and Grandma.....
    Don't knock yourself....just go with it all no matter what the results are....you have made lifestyle changes and that is waht it is all about for all ov us.....

    My Prayers are with you...

    3721 days ago
  • MSBOBBI25
    Thoughts and Prayers for you and your granny :) emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3722 days ago
  • KTMAE2006
    Oh goodness, remember, even if the body test doesn't turn out the way you want it, you're on the road to success! I'm sorry to hear about your Grandma. I'll be thinking about you and sending good vibes your way!
    3722 days ago
  • LARRYPHIPPS
    KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, YOU CAN DO IT.
    3722 days ago
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