Wednesday, January 24, 2007
a fellow sparkpeople write in her blog (and i'm sorry I don't want to steal her, it's just so true and it helps me to read it..) :
"What I really want is more than weightloss. I want to feel like I am a good person, inside and out. Being fat is making me angry, and antisocial and self conscious. It is bringing out the worst in me. What I want is to see the best of me because I know it is in there. I have seen it before."
I agree so so much. It made me realize that i'm in the same situation. Thank you!
Today has been tough. My boyfriend ordered some junk food and it was very temptative.. I took just 2 single oignon rings and a little bit of chicken. PHEW.
I prepared my menu for the next week, tomorrow is grocery day! Can't wait to eat well again. I feel so full all the time now, it's not good. I'll maybe go to the gym tomorrow, don't know yet. Will decide tomorrow!