Trying to get motivated to move forward after 3 family losses
Monday, February 07, 2011
I am trying to motivate myself to move forward after having a rough six months. I lost both of my grandmothers in the summer and spent time in ICU and hospice with them until they passed. Then my dad was diagnosed with a very rare disease called Guillain Barre Syndrome. I spend 3 weeks in Oregon with him in ICU. He was on a ventilator for about 4 months and then started doing better. He ended up going to rehabilitation and his heart just stopped at the end of November.. He was only 64.
I'm feeling very stuck and sad still. I've never had to deal with this much grief in such a short period of time, so I'm not sure what I should be feeling or doing. I know I don't like where I'm at right now, but don't know how to move past it.