I'm Back

I started this program in Jan. of 2008. For the first 6,8,10, months I did great. I had lost 48 lbs. and was so proud of myself. Then it seemed like thing just feel apart. My Grandmother died in Nov. of "08" . After that I was on and off for quite awhile. Our business truck got smashed Aug "09". Then in Oct. My mom got really sick. After a week stay in the hospital my husband and I took her home with hospice. She had COPD. We moved in and took care of mom. There were a lot of up's, and down's, laughter, and tears for the next year. Mom past away Oct. 24th. I have been trying to get a lot of things back on track. Doing things that had to be done. Getting things back into some kind of order. I have been back here a few times, and just couldn't get it together. I know how proud my mom was when I was lossing weight. She knew how happy I was, and how proud of myself I was. So now I'm back. In all that's been going on I've gained all my weight back but 10 pounds, and I'm deturmined to do this. For me, and my mom. I'm going to get healthy, and fit. I'm pretty sure I'm going to need help. Mostly encouragement. I know this is the right place.