Losing Weight Is Supposed To Feel Great. . .
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Well, shoot it does feel great, but I can hardly tell the difference. Almost 14 pounds down and I still feel like a fat ass. Especially when I'm sitting down, my stomach bunches up into huge rolls and it feels as if I haven't lost a pound. I don't know how to explain it, and I also don't believe I have body dysmorphia because I'm aware I'm losing weight and can see a few differences (especially while standing) but it just isn't good enough. Honestly I FEEL that I look like I've only lost five pounds, which isn't the case. I haven't been at this weight in about five years, but I remember it feeling way better than this. Anyway, I guess I can't complain since the weight is slowly but surely peeling off. . . I guess I'll look better to myself eventually. I'm sure I'll feel better if my measurements come back with a significant change.
Pics and/or a new video coming soon so you guys can see me at this new weight.