Aggravated with everything!! =[

I didn't have a great weekend eating, I ate to much salt so I retained a ton of water. I was back on track yesterday and got rid of alot of water weight. I was sick all week lastweek so I finally got a good workout in yesterday.

I seem to get stuck in this pattern of doing very good and making progress then I end up eating some not so good stuff and my progress goes out the window..So then I end up losing and gaining the same couple of pounds every week.. I know I just have to stick with it through the weekends and I'd be able to break this pattern.. I end up saying frig it. I don't get why winter is so hard for me to stck with making the right choices.. I have other stuff going on in my life and I know that food makes me feel good in the moment. But then the next morning I feel like crap about what I ate the day before.. I know I can do this. I really can't wait for spring to ge here and get my butt outside. go for walks and work in my garden.. Just feeling out of sorts this morning..

My BF is fighting with my son to brush his teeth and My son doesn't like the toothpaste He's only 3.5 and I get so sick of bf trying to get him to do things that he doesn't want to do. Then
he wants to taken my sons toys away then he cries and gets upset. In the long run its good for him to brush his teeth but then He won't want to do it because its a struggle to get him to do it.. BF won't give in until My son does it.. I'm just not that kind of mom. I'm easy going and I'd rather try to get him to do it with out the arguing and fighting.. BF is just really getting to me about a ton of stuff but when it has to do with my son it really tugs on my heart strings and I have a very hard time not telling My BF where to go, then it would just be BF telling me I never think he does anything right and Blah Blah Blah... Then he will talk for a friggen hour because he has ocd and i can't take much more of him.. =[
thanks for reading
Rhonda