Monday, April 04, 2011
Well so far I been eating ALOT better...and watching everything I put in mouth..tracking on here as well. Kinda in a bad mood though for various reasons ..use to I would turn to food..now im just on here writting...guess thats a better thing to do. I was at wal mart few days ago..they have there swimsuits out for summer...depressing :( wish I could wear one. Even if I got a plus size suit..id wear a shirt over it ..and even then I wouldnt be caught dead in pool with either of that on in a pool in front of Dan (fiance) or his family...idk how im going to get out of it but his family has a pool and they swim there all the time in summer..there only so many excuse I can give for not wanting to go in..before I have to be honest with them on the real reason why I dont wanna go...and im sorry but i refuse to tell them the truth.
I hope everyone has a good Monday though.