I wish I could see myself correctly and Supreme 90 before pics!
Sunday, April 10, 2011
I took some photos today to hopefully see some progress in my Supreme 90 training. I've never taken any pics to view progress, always wishing i had afterwards. So below are my "befores".
The weird thing is i look in the mirror and see myself as much larger than when i look in the pictures. Also, i noticed there is one mirror at work where i feel so "thin". I dont think there's anything super special about it, it's just that i stand far enough away and can see my whole body and i seem different than when i look at my mirror at home. I'm sure there's something in the angles and all. SO, i kinda wish that i could see myself in truth. See myself how others see me. So myself how i really am. I still think of myself as 60 lbs heavier a lot too. If i could really see myself as others do, that would be amazing (i think). I wonder when/if i'll get over this "fat girl" mentality. It's been 2 years or so since i lost the weight, slowly i hope i'll get there and see myself in truth.