Trying to keep going through rock bottom
Thursday, April 14, 2011
I am going through an extreme low point in my life. It`s like daily anixty over work, I`ve only been able to find part time work and you know I don`t think I can continue doing this for a year. So I should just go back right? Then what about my bf...the bf which has been pretty absent during this increadibly hard time so maybe he just can`t give the support I need...like I want someone who sees me more than once or twice a month. No cat or bf I`d be packing already.
Anyway, I`ve been finding comfort as I agonize over my failure of a life at the bottom of a bag of chips. I`m worried about undoing all the good work from last year. I want to get back. Today I`ve started tracking, and we`ll see if I can start running again tomorrow or next week.