Tough week ahead...asking for prayers
Friday, April 15, 2011
As a few of my Spark friends and close friends know, I have been struggling this week and I finally realize why, thanks to my wonderful husband who knows me better than anyone. This coming Thursday will be 3 years since my Mom's passing. I thought I was dealing with it pretty well. Evidently not. I noticed this past Christmas that I was not in a good place and feeling raw emotions missing Mom. I shrugged it off. With each passing month those raw nerves became more and more painful. Now with April 21 approaching I am hurting.
After talking it over with my husband I am going to seek grief counseling so I can learn how to deal with this. I am tired of trying to heal myself and obviously not getting the job done. There are just a few things that I need to talk through with someone who knows how to do this. I am ready to deal with it. I have a couple of very close friends that I want to thank for trying to get this message across to me. You know who you are. THANK YOU.
Other than this little pothole of life I am doing great! April 23 will be our grandson Hayden's 3rd birthday so we will partying til the cows come home next Saturday. This is Emily's (emilyrose1244) son FYI. Emily and I have a date at the starting line on Mother's Day for her first HM!! Then on May 5, we will be celebrating grandson Evan's 3rd birthday. As you can see if you do the math that April into May of 2008 was a little busy. We like to think that Mom met Hayden and Evan before we did!
So if I have seemed a little off this past week, this is why. May I ask for a few prayers this week? I would be so very appreciative and THANK YOU. There is alot to deal with but my faith in God helps me through. Just be patient with me and I will be back.