No more holding back.
Friday, May 13, 2011
Today I was going through a new spark friends photos. I loved her pictures especially her family photos. When I was leaving comments I realized, Wow I don't have any family photos really. I've always wanted professional family photos. My daughter is now 2 years old and I don't have any professional ones. I barely have any home family photos. I need to get down to the Photo studio quick and get some family pictures before she gets older.
I thought to myself Wow! Why have I waited so long? My answer: I'm to big :( I don't like the way I look in photos. I don't want to be struggling if they have us sit on the floor to pose for a shot and then me huff and puff on my way back up lol.
This is so sad. Wow I can't believe my weight is holding me back once again. Another thing I can add to my list of things that I hold back on. I am missing out on great memories because of my weight now thats just sad. My daughter isn't going to be little for long. I need to march myself along with my family and take some Family photos. I am going to take some temporary family pictures (home photo shoot) lol money is kinda tight.
I need to definitely work on me. Slowly but surely I will shed the pounds. It's going to be a long journey but I'm in it for good. This is a life change for a happy, healthier me. I will try my best not to hold back from doing things because of my size. It is what it is this is me. I am a work in progress. I WILL work on myself to be able to do all the things I want to do. No more holding back and letting life pass me by. Wow I just got teary eyed as I typed that. :(
I love spark people everyone here is awesome. Thanks for keeping me motivated and headed in the right direction.
KJS_MOM thanks for adding me today. I loved your pictures. You and your family are beautiful. Seeing your pictures made me realize what I'm missing.