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No more holding back.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Today I was going through a new spark friends photos. I loved her pictures especially her family photos. When I was leaving comments I realized, Wow I don't have any family photos really. I've always wanted professional family photos. My daughter is now 2 years old and I don't have any professional ones. I barely have any home family photos. I need to get down to the Photo studio quick and get some family pictures before she gets older.

I thought to myself Wow! Why have I waited so long? My answer: I'm to big :( I don't like the way I look in photos. I don't want to be struggling if they have us sit on the floor to pose for a shot and then me huff and puff on my way back up lol.

This is so sad. Wow I can't believe my weight is holding me back once again. Another thing I can add to my list of things that I hold back on. I am missing out on great memories because of my weight now thats just sad. My daughter isn't going to be little for long. I need to march myself along with my family and take some Family photos. I am going to take some temporary family pictures (home photo shoot) lol money is kinda tight.

I need to definitely work on me. Slowly but surely I will shed the pounds. It's going to be a long journey but I'm in it for good. This is a life change for a happy, healthier me. I will try my best not to hold back from doing things because of my size. It is what it is this is me. I am a work in progress. I WILL work on myself to be able to do all the things I want to do. No more holding back and letting life pass me by. Wow I just got teary eyed as I typed that. :(

I love spark people everyone here is awesome. Thanks for keeping me motivated and headed in the right direction.

KJS_MOM thanks for adding me today. I loved your pictures. You and your family are beautiful. Seeing your pictures made me realize what I'm missing.

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    She does have AWESOME Family Pics.

    I know how you feel, I look at my home pics. & it seems like I was Always behind the camera too. YOU can do this, atleast your daughter is still young. ENJOY it and LIVE it with her!! I know you Can do it!! emoticon YOU are AWESOME & ONLY GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY! emoticon
    3378 days ago
    I looked at all my sons baby pictures and realized I wasn't in very many of them. I am always the one taking the pictures. I changed that no matter what my size because when he looks back at them I want him to remember I was there for him. Don't hold back, be present!
    3379 days ago
  • RCW0442EHS
    That's wonderful. A lot people never realize that they've been holding back in life and you've not only indentified that as a problem but you've chosen to do something about it. That's commendable. I know your pictures are going to turn out nicely.
    3381 days ago
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