Spring

It has been goregous out lately, even a little on the hot side. It is 93 degress right now as I type this. I have been doing a lot of thinking about things lately. I have been dong a lot of internal work with a therapist to figure my life out. I am the kind of person who goes strong then all of a sudden either quits, or sabatoges things. I don't want to do these things but it happens and I have never been able to figure it out. Well yesterday I had such a break thru moment. It is very lengthy to go into here but I saw for just a moment why I do the things I do. It is scary! I have now faced a little smidge of it and it still scares me. I know I have to get thru this and beyond and I know I can do it! Whew!!!! What a break through!!