Monday, July 18, 2011
So I have not blogged in awhile because I don't feel like I have a lot of good things to say. I feel like I have been working my butt off and not losing a darn pound and that sucks!!! Everyone keeps saying well you are still transforming your body and working on your muscles and still getting healthier and I wish that I could accept that but it is so hard. I want to see it on the scale, and I am one to say that two people can be the same weight but have 2 different body fat index's but it is hard and it sucks when you don't see it on the scale. Another thing is stress I feel stressed which is probably keeping me from losing weight too...AHHHH and my scale is stupid, depending on where it sits I can weight 185 or 191 wtf... is that OHHH, I am sorry about my crabby posting just have to get it off my chest. Well hope you are all enjoying your day and meeting your goals.