Camping?? In this heat? With this body?
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
So one of the changes I decided to do was to get out more. I am such a homebody. I love being outdoors, but being a big girl makes you sometimes lazy and miss out on things. Well that was the old me. Now I need to make it more of an effort to get out and see the world. I know for years it has been passing me by.
This weekend my family is going Camping. I just reconnected with this side of my family after 10 yrs. I love hanging out with them but It has been really hot and I am miserable in the heat. So the old me would have passed on this trip and would have waited for October or another time. Most of my sisters are waaay smaller than me. So I feel a little awkward being the fat girl among my smaller but older sisters lol. They have never made me feel bad in anyway thats just my feelings.
They are all going to the lake. I don't wear shorts, or a bathing suit. I think I might have a pair of capris. Usually its just Jeans for me.
So anyway I talked to my hubby and we decided to join them. I hope its not to hot but if it is I will just drink plenty of water and try and stay in some shade. what the heck maybe even get in the water. I have to learn to love myself and accept who I am. I am on the road to becoming a healthier happier me. It doesn't happen over night. I might as well enjoy life now before its too late right?
So my plan is to take a big fruit bowl. I know there will plenty of yummy food but I will not over do it. I will also try and wake up early and go for a morning walk with the hubby. Here is my change!! and I will enjoy myself!!