I'm really hungry!!
Sunday, September 04, 2011
Not that I'm REALLY hungry; but I want to eat! And eat, and eat. Hubby came home last Sunday and I've been really good. I exercised Monday through Friday; didn't allow myself to not go (that would have been really easy, too). I watched what I ate. The problem is that I feel really fat!! I know I'm not any fatter, but I feel that way. I think it is because now that he's home, I'm eating three meals a day. Before he came home, I'd gotten used to eating just twice a day (and not much at that). So...here I am. I know I'm exercising, I know I should be eating three times a day, I know all this stuff. Yet, I don't want to gain back all I've lost. I'm really scared, thus I'm hungry!! It's a struggle now and I don't want it to be. Wah, wah, wah. I know...get over it, keep on, and don't give up. But I Want to EAT!!!