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Well, I never REALLY left Spark......

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

..........I just stopped following the rules that's all. Yep, thought I had it all figured out........and in fact I do. I mean for Pete's sake we all know what it takes to lose the weight........ Call it will power, intestinal fortitude, guts, discipline. What ever you call it I didn't have enough of it....

So.....Here I am back to tracking my food....drinking water and going to the gym everyday. Why did I stop you ask? Well, I did stop my food tracking because I kinda know what the food values are that I eat.....and I kinda stopped going to the gym because I got a little to involved back at work. I stopped drinking water ....well because I got tired of having to go to the bathroom 15 times a day during work hours......didn't want people to think I have a small bladder........I have enough trouble with trying to come off Macho at work, I don't need people thinking I am pregnant or anything........Now all of you pregnant chicks don't start in on me.....I have enough trouble controlling the chicks I have at home....I don't need any more trouble.....

Yea, I came pretty close to making it all the way.....I was told I looked good and I should not lose anymore weight.......Everybody looks good when you used to be a behemoth and you get to within 10 pounds of your healthy BMI........Now I am just over weight.....has a dirty ring to it doesn't it......"Well your just a little over weight now" family members tell me ...."Gee thanks!"....want to slap me on the other side of my face?...... I say under my breath.......The same folks that said I shouldn't lose anymore.........Wow! Overwhelming support from the peanut gallery.

I should have listened to that ruthless doctor with the poor bedside manner......You know, the one that told me that both of us were on a train headed to the cemetery.........Just that my train was going a lot faster then his train.....that doctor kinda gets you angry.....Hey, maybe I am on to something....! Maybe I can turn myself into the fat angry guy.......Hmm, I will have to give that some thought.

Anger could work for me. Anger is a powerful tool....."HEY!..... I AM A BIG FAT ANGRY GUY THAT IS PISSED OFF, AND IF YOU DON'T WATCH IT, I JUST MAY LOSE WEIGHT.....Along with self deprivation......I just may be on to something.....does that sound too much like starvation to you?!?

Damn! I'm hungary....!
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  • MAESTRACH
    It's scary how similar our paths are. Ok, gender aside, lol. Keep on angry dude. You can make it. Just remember it's a lifestyle change not a temporary bandaid.
    3493 days ago
  • FLORIDASUN
    So great to hear from you...pissed off angry guy that you are..hee..hee! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3507 days ago
  • ELYMWX
    Well, no matter what, you're back!

    Welcome back.
    3507 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/13/2011 6:33:31 PM
  • GETSTRONGRRR
    Keep at it brother....we all fall off....I did a few weeks ago. In 3 weeks I saw the scale creep up. I thought I had a handle on food, when it turned out I totally UNDER-estimated what I was eating.

    Welcome back on the wagon!
    3507 days ago
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