Disappearing Support - and latest pics!
Saturday, October 01, 2011
Today was not the best day for me.
Today I was actively disuaded from my journey by the people closest to me - my mother and sister. They both went out of the way to tell me I looked bad today. And for the 1st time ever, they didn't tell me I was looking fat, no. Today they went the other way and told me I looked too thin!!!
Now I feel the need to upload a picture of me today:
And a little later on today lol
To be told, with a BMI of 23, that I'm too skinny, is really hurtful. I have spent my life with my fsmily telling me to lose weight aqnd now I have done they are complaining about it!! No fair!!
Anyway I apologise for the rant, but I am struggling to come to terms with this turn around from the people i expect to support me the most! AT least my h2b is still with me and wantrs to make sure I get healthy!!
Anyway I know I can rely on spark support and sorry I'm feeling so blue today!! xxx