History of Magic
Sunday, October 16, 2011
History of Magic - Where have you been on your journey - if you do not know how you got to this point, how can you make your way forward. Write a blog (or multiple) looking back to see how you got to this point in your life. 70 points for this class regardless of the number of blogs.
I seem to have lost and gained weight far too many times. Originally it was just through over-eating and not exercising, the two pregnancies were responsible after that. I am a terrible emotional eater which is something I'm still working on. I keep giving myself days off and the like and it's getting me nowhere so I need to be a lot more dedicated. I'm terrible at sticking things out it would seem, and I keep constantly beating myself up and telling myself I can't lose the weight so why bother. But the truth is I can and I have. I've lost weight twice over now, a lot of weight in fact, so why am I finding it so hard this time? Because I don't care enough. I need more incentive, I need more fat days that horrify me and send me in all guns blazing but it's hard when you're in a good marriage and have two kids to look after that you'd rather be playing with than exercising, and baking and eating cakes with than calorie counting.
So I need to tackle emotional eating and excuses basically. Fresh start, fresh attitude tomorrow. Everything's not lost.