Monday, October 24, 2011
I'm so discouraged. I've been thinking about abandoning everything too.. I won't, but it went on my mind. Except for walks, I didn't had any exercise done since 2 weeks at least! I ate badly and too much, I don't sleep well or enough and I barely drink water. I just don't feel I have any energy left and absolutely no time for myself. I don't work that much but really those evening shift, argh! I'm gonna have some news about my day shifts next week.
I'm having my period so maybe it amplifies everything but I really feel like sh*t lately and I have trouble seeing me out of this hole I dig for myself.
I'm sorry for this negative post, I'm not really depressed but right now it's hard. I feel like I need a break from everything else in order to take care of myself and that's just not possible. There's lot of positive in a near future, I can feel it.. but right now it'S hard. Maybe it's seasonal.. maybe I just need this frustration stage in order to have a good one ahead.