Wednesday, November 02, 2011
I stopped buying candy cause it was so tempting to sneak a piece. Then when i SNEAK a piece the only person i'm hurting is me. If i had to buy it, it was the kinds i knew i wouldn't eat. then halloween came around and the kids got several of the kinds i LOVE. i look at them smell them and almost am tempted to eat just ONE, but I don't. I tell myself its just 70 calories and then i see how small it is and that after one i will probably want another cause in my head it was so small the feeling didnt last. so after all the arguing in my head about why and why not i walk away knowing if i do the taste is gone so quickly but the guilt will eat at me for the rest of the day. now i just need to get rid of all of it so i dont do this to myself everyday.