Running on empty.
Saturday, November 05, 2011
I am so so tired. I don't even know what to say or think i'm just completely out of it right now. I had a long week at work and very little (to no) time to just, chill and relax and feel good. Tomorrow i'm off and I can already predict that i'm gonna be a total mess.. at least i'll be alone so nobody will suffer from it. I know that since i'm so tired, tomorrow I won't know what to do with myself and it's gonna be "dangerous" for any emotional break and etc.etc. I will try to take it easy and go to the gym maybe or a long walk if there's some sun. Or just do nothing at all. I'd need like a week or two off from work and responsabilities so my creativity and positiveness could come back, but that's not possible.
I haven't had much time to prepare good food and eat well. I didn't overeat or eat junk too much though, I feel slimmer in a way so that's good. Def not enough veggies.
I went shopping for a scale today but didn't find one I liked / that wasn't too expensive, so whatever, for now. Haven't had time to read my book on eating clean either. I have 0 energy left.. While it's good to add a sleep hour to my night i'm not too happy to lose 1 hour of sun everyday for the next 6 months. DEPRESSING!