still alive. barely.
Monday, November 14, 2011
OK So just to let you know that i'm still alive.. Hi!
I'm totally unmotivated. Haven't tracked my calories in a long time, haven't went to the gym in a long time.. I don't eat enough veggies and I eat crap. Yep.. and at this point i'm struggling to see the end of it. But hey, life must go on.
I bought myself a good and fancy pillow! It's exciting, in just two days I can say my sleep is already much better, the old one was just terrible.. I would wake up in the middle of the night with terrible cramps, not being able to even move and a headache at every morning. IT'S OVER! Now I just need to sleep more and at reasonable hours :)
I feel like I work a lot, that I have no time at all for myself and I long for that.. I feel like I would need a couple of weeks off to "detox" from it all, berk. I wish I had some money to buy ski equipment, that would be nice this winter.. I love skiing. I love reading and looking at picture in outdoors magazines! It really makes me feel good and it gives me all sort of inspiration! I realize how much i'm an outdoor person and I really need to do more various sports outside! We already plan to do lots of hiking next summer, and we'd love to kayak too. Stupid money is often in the way, though. But I'll try hard.
I don't know how to end this entry. I don't want to sound too pessimistic but at the same time, things aren't all that great on my weight losing journey lately and altough i'm having great reads, everything takes a lot of preparation and time and that's what missing for me right now. It's though!