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Back to Where I Began

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

I've time warped back to January 1st and again weigh 560. I suppose I shouldn't feel too badly. I could have continued to binge and put on more weight. I think, as a friend put it, my "don't want to binge" muscle was strengthened by this latest binge as I don't find any value whatsoever in it anymore. Not like I used to. Instead of getting comfort, I got feeling sick to my stomach, less money in my pocket and probably a contribution to my on-going laryngitis (exacerbated by "silent" reflux.)

I've now got nine months instead of twelve to lose that 100 pounds I wanted to. It's still reachable, just a bit more challenging.
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    Victory is getting up one more time than you fall down. So, we pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and never give up. Spark On! We Got This! emoticon
    3307 days ago
    We all slip up. Don't beat yourself up. Just get back on the program. emoticon
    3308 days ago
  • JAMIEJO7825
    You can do it fellow peeper! Trust me, I am struggling too and want to reach my goal as well. We all slip every now and then and we have to realize it is ok!

    You are a strong person and so supportive to us Peeps! Hang in there! We are all in this together!
    3308 days ago
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