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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Yesterday was a rough day for me.

After being at my job for close to 4 years, yesterday I lost my job. I can't say I didn't see it coming, but it still really really really hurts. I saw it coming because I have a week vacation planned in April and from past experience I know they like to let people go right before vacation so they don't have to pay you for that time off.

Right now I am scared out of my mind. I am scared because we have been living paycheck to paycheck and rent is about to be due with no income to pay it.

I am also extremely motivated. For so long I have wanted to take my photography to a full time thing. My true passion is my photography and giving people beautiful images that they can treasure and pass down for generations. My images give people joy as they look back at beautiful moments in their lives.

So right now I am not sure what i should do. Do I get another job because I am scared or do I jump in with both feet to make photography my life.

Friends, prayers are needed right now. So many emotions are running through my mind and body, but I am trying to remember to put it in God's hands because He has a plan for my life.
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  • SETAGOAL1
    You have not given up on yourself.

    You are the only one that can make it happen for you thur God all things are possible.

    You have the power with God's help to succeed

    You have choosen to succeed.

    Janet emoticon
    3306 days ago
  • no profile photo CD12084838
    Don't wait around for god to tell you what to do- take control of your life! It sounds like you have a gift to share and the motivation to do. Follow your heart!
    3310 days ago
  • KELTIC-CARA
    An old saying is 'When one door closes, another opens'. As there were signs that the door was closing, there will be signs as to which one to open and have faith.
    3311 days ago
  • no profile photo CD10829684
    praying things will work out for you in whatever path you decide :)
    3311 days ago
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