Sunday, May 06, 2012
Friday morning, my hubbys aunt died. just really struggling right now. on top of all my normal health issues. PTSD, this familial death. just am having a really hard time holding my head up right now. friend needs babysitter this summer and wants me to do it.
her sons daycare provider has pnuemonia this week and he has no provider this week. she is completely unraveled by it at church today. sigh.
funeral for hubbys aunt will be on mothers day. really? why? I dont understand it. dont ask me. I really dont get it. cant explain it.
have one of my friends daughters here with me now. we just baked a cake and are waiting for it to cool then she gets to frost it. another child is in meltdown mode at home. having to share time with my husband she doesnt want to do that and came unglued over it. started throwing things at her younger brother and screaming at everyone. the mom is so exhausted she is having a hard time handling them all calmly
so I have one with me, hubby has one with him and the other three are home with their mom.
if you believe in prayer - I could use your prayer for/with this situation. thanks.
I know my emotions are just raw right now due to death in family, am having dizzy/ vertigo spells again. Scares me. really dont want to drive if I have them again.