Tuesday, May 15, 2012
My healthy eating is falling apart moment by moment, week by week, month by month. I feel like I am in quick sand and can't get out. Why would I do this to myself yet again. Why would I give up the feeling of being at goal and feeling awesome. I just don't understand myself. I feel like crap, my clothes are tight. It is obvious to everyone that I have gained weight. No one wants to say anything to me about it. My husband is being as supportive as he can but it is my struggle that only I can get under control. I can't seem to stop the spiral. I swore that I would never do this to myself again and yet here I am. Why do I want to be miserable. I just don't get it.