OMG I'M LOSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Well today I step up my game I am very apprehencive about it the walking doesn't scare me as much as the strenght training. I am adding a back excersize. so I am worried it might be to soon. but with the hated crunches I have been doing it should be okay.
Now for the great news. I LOST WEIGHT!!!!I don't know how much i have but I can tell I have. My bras weren't fitting and when i took it off I noticed the twins were smaller. granted I liked them just the way they were, but the first noticable place I lose weight has always been there. so Yah!!!!!!! I am so stoked!!! I am showing proggress in the first week! That never happens. I can't wait till I look like a me version of Jillan Michales. that is my gold ring goal. that and get addictied to a healthy life I can't wait till i look at chips and say ewwe!
Yes I know it is a seems like a way to set myself up to fail but I am here to make my life better not just lose a few pounds. Heck I am planning on gaining back about twenty pounds when I quit smoking. That is how I gained the last set of 20 lbs.
I will be sucking back so many dum dum suckers to fix the hand and mouth addiction through coffin nails I would be shocked If I didn't you can only go on so many walks till your body say's no more today. I am a half half a pack a day but still on ciggaret is still to many.
Any way I think my walking buddy has flaked out on me. so I am solo again but at lest I am still dead set to loss the wieght. I can't wait till i get to a smaller size and can finailly make some of my custom jeans that show of my booty!
I also decieded to reward my self I want new shoes, but because I don't have any money I am buying the spark goodie shoes. Cause I would sooo wear them in real life. I even have the cutest outfit for them.
Well that's all for now off to bed!