Progress is a big picture item
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Damn it. Highlight of my day was getting my ass out there for a 2mile run *run/walk combo, I’m just a beginner… and then came home to Keith having made chicken fajitas. Which I love love love, and they are healthy too! But. I was down to maybe 200 available cals for the day, and I had three of the fajitas. THREE. Each time with a dollop of sour cream. And all I wanted was to be down for weigh-in. I was 178.5 last Saturday, and 177.6 yesterday, but I think the reckless fajita abandon will change that. Damn it. And screwy and wrong but for a half second after I had dinner, I sort of wished I was bulimic and could just be rid of it, instead of thinking how the scale is going to mock me now. Crap. Oh well. Onward!!!