Making a comeback
Sunday, September 02, 2012
I am slowly getting back to me. Last week I got at least a small walk in everyday. It hasn't helped my energy level. I still have less energy than I have in a long time, but I am forcing myself to get out and move instead of sitting around.
Normally I don't believe in ultimatums, but I have given my husband until our anniversary on the 25th to get his stuff together. I told him back in July and reminded him this morning. Let's see what happens. Our marriage won't last if I am forced to give up my dreams. The resentment will just continue to grow until I find myself doing something I would regret.
Anyway, I am working on getting back to the old me. I am back to thinking about what I eat and focusing on fruits and veggies. I am back to looking for fun exercise. This week I went exploring on some hiking trails. I got eaten by the bugs, but found some really cool bridges. I only have two weeks left of being able to walk the trails after work because their hours change, so I plan to spend a lot of time there this week and next. Then imay have to get my Leslie Sansone DVDs back out. Hopefully I can stay motivated. I've been stopping at the trails before coming home so I don't talk myself out of it.
I have a plan that may not work, but all I can do is try. I've always been a master at finding something to laugh about each and every day. I've lost that and need to find it again. Life is too short to be miserable all the time.