Friday, April 13, 2007
I've really been struggling these past few weeks with motivation. I'm tired of my job, tired of being told I'm not worth much at work, tired of the low morale among us coordinators, and just tired of the amount of work and the unreasonable demands placed on me every day. I'm tired of school work, but don't want to put forth what it takes to move from being a part-time student to full-time in order to finish faster. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of having to think about what to fix for supper every night - even if it is only just reheating something. I'm tired of having to be concerned with my weight and the consequences it has on me. I'm tired of being on a tight budget and not being able to shop for new clothes as I loose weight. I'm just flat tired...and not motivated. Maybe something will change that will allow me to change my attitude, but in the mean time...I'm just lacking the motivation!