Eliminated Alcohol.. Damn it's lonely
Saturday, January 26, 2013
So I decided to eliminate alcohol completely from my life. There are a lot of reasons I came to this decision.
#1 is the fact that I grew up with an alcoholic mother and now have a sister who has serious substance abuse issues.
#2 Lately when drinking it feels a void in my soul... which scares the crap out of me. (Is this how alcoholics feel?)
#3 Health reasons... sick of being hung over. I really feel like it's damaging to my body.
#4 Alcohol interferes with my school work
Now this is all fine and good, but I never expected how lonely it would be. No more late night bar crawl... no more parties. Not meeting new people without the bonus of being buzzed to cure moderate shyness.
: ( Happy and yet lonely.