Monday, March 11, 2013
The last time I blogged was December 31, 2013. It was about the New Year and my plans for being healthier, etc. Yeah, right. I don't think I lasted more than a day or two.
Truth be told, I am one lazy fat lady. I want to lose weight, yes, but I want the pounds to magically disapper. I don't want to have to work to get those pounds off--I merely want to wake up some morning and have them be gone.
That's not going to happen any more than I am going to find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I have to be realisitic, the only way this is going to happen is to MAKE it happen, which involves working to be healthy and making much smarter decisions than I've made for the past I don't know how many years. I do know that adding up all the times I've lost 20, gained 30, lost 25, gained 40 through my life that I've probably gained and lost the equivalent of at least a person or two.
But the person at the inner core has not changed. Still looking for that pot of gold and the quick fix. There is none. That's the part I have to work hardest to change. If I can do that, the rest will come.
Today I reset my trackers. I've decided not to concentrate on the weight so much as the number of pounds lost. I've set a much smaller, finite goal. Lose 61 by the end of the year. According to SP, it is reasonable. I didn't get the "this is unsafe--please recalculate your goals". So...........let's see if I can do it this time.
I am springing ahead....................