Saying Goodbye :(
Thursday, May 02, 2013
After much thought I have decided that I am going to be done with Sparkpeople. It was a tough decision, but I feel it is the best for me, so today will be my last day on here. I love the people that I met and the people that I became close with but I always feel like a failure. There will be moments when I am extremely active on here, but then there are moments that I just stop talking to people and stop participating in anything. The reason being, is because I will have a bad week with food/exercise and then have a hard time fully committing myself again. I already feel like a failure to myself, I do not want the feeling of others thinking I am a failure also. I already get a bunch of "you can't do it again" comments here at home, I definitely do not need it here. I am not saying that anyone has personally said it to me, but when I start thinking bad about myself then I start thinking that others are thinking the same things about me.
I am not giving up on the weight loss, but I am going to 100% concentrate on myself. I hate the moments when I tell people how good I am doing and then a week or 2 later I am telling them how badly I am struggling.
I wish everyone the best of luck with their weight loss STAY STRONG and do not give up!