What a wake up call!
Saturday, May 04, 2013
Well I had a bad night last night. I went to the store and tried on pants. WOW those mirrors are such a wake up call. I was so depressed looking at myself in the mirror and seeing my fat cellulited legs. I started crying and when I got home I immediately went to take a bath. I felt I wanted to scrub the fat right off. GUESS WHAT. That didnt work.
I am a member of a 24hr gym with great amenities and went a few times. I have a hard time motivating, pushing and holding myself accountable. I get focused for a week then back to bad habits.
I am saying here and now that I am going to do this!!