I never thought it would happen again
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
I was so sure that I had it under control. My motivation was high, the results were amazing and I was feeling better than I had in years. I felt good inside. I was looking better outside - and I don't just mean because of the weight loss, my skin was healthier, my hair was healthier, my nails were growing. And then like I was on a runaway train - speeding down a dangerous track with no signs (or desire) of stopping. Boom, the crash it is June and I'm up a size! Here I am back, feeling so disheartened that I let myself get on that train. At the same time hopeful that I can do this again and grateful that I only let it go this far! I am worried though that I don't yet have the same motivation or excitement that I did when I started before. It is amazing how much control our emotions have over our actions.