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I never thought it would happen again

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I was so sure that I had it under control. My motivation was high, the results were amazing and I was feeling better than I had in years. I felt good inside. I was looking better outside - and I don't just mean because of the weight loss, my skin was healthier, my hair was healthier, my nails were growing. And then like I was on a runaway train - speeding down a dangerous track with no signs (or desire) of stopping. Boom, the crash it is June and I'm up a size! Here I am back, feeling so disheartened that I let myself get on that train. At the same time hopeful that I can do this again and grateful that I only let it go this far! I am worried though that I don't yet have the same motivation or excitement that I did when I started before. It is amazing how much control our emotions have over our actions.
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  • HAKAPES
    What I hear that you realize you don't head the right way. So you can steer in the good direction now. Let's get back on track - I always do this, get off the track, but get back when I see I'm off.
    Based on last month, what would you do differently?
    2728 days ago
  • DAVISSTEVIE69
    Oh Sharlene how I LOVE your attitude!!!!!

    OTRADIOGIRL - we will get back on track and how I have missed the wonderful support and understanding of this wonderful community!
    2729 days ago
  • LEANIE64
    Boy I have been on that crazy train....and to get off it is a real challenge..And isn't that the truth about our emotions having control over our actions? I struggle with not being able to regain my momentum once on the right train...I struggle..but today I am good. Hope you are doing well too..I am finding that just taking each day and remembering its a clean slate..and only I fill in the blanks. Its my choice..Have a good day..Sharlene
    2729 days ago
  • OTRADIOGIRL
    I think I derailed with you! But here we are it works and we will get back on track! emoticon
    2729 days ago
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