Today's Visualization Energized me.

Look back on the changes you are making today as an old person. Hey, I'm already old, but I have to make big changes now to make my remaining years happy. My SO who is 80 and wealthy will leave me with nothing when he dies. I need someone who cares about me. I don't want o live my last 13 years of my life in destitution. He will die when I am 80. I can't start over then. I have to plan now.. I am doing that. I can't really say what I am thinking here because no one will understand. I am an unusual person. I am a singer, an artist, and a serial monogamist.