back home

actually I returned yesterday evening but I was in no shape to do anything but give directions for creating a cozy nest and crash inside it ( very light floating crash :D). I wasn't feeling great yesterday but today is much better, I can turn on both sides in bed , can go to the bathroom( you never appreciate enough being able to wipe your own you know what ), the little cough and mild fever I had yesterday disappeared , I finally slept (I couldn't sleep much in the hospital no matter what they tried to give me ) and generally feel more and more strength and less pain every hour. the not so great thing is that I'm super hungry (might be the healing process?)I didn't eat that much cause I don't have anything dangerous in the house and I definitely don't want to gain any weight. also I'm not allowed to lift more than one kilo , bend , exercise and make effort for at least 6 months . I'll stick to walking when I'll be able and allowed to do it and have to be extra careful with eating. I didn't weigh-in yet but I'll do it tomorrow morning cause an important part of healing properly is not gaining weight. the pain is pretty big but I hope it will not last long .the good part is that I'll have a month of paid medical leave . I will sleep , read , visit friends , meditate and do a ton of me things that I never have time for , at least this is the plan now.
thanks to all my sparkfriends who were sending me goodies and kind comments, I'm very grateful for all you did