5lbs from goal and I do what?

Man oh man oh man. Wow. So this weekend I went away with my fiance' and family to the shore. I told myself I wasn't going to binge and I'd exercise both days. What actually happened? I binged all weekend and only did 5.25 miles on Saturday. And boy am I feeling it today. I feel so sick,bloated, and just overall gross. I've had some binge days in the past (something I really struggle with) but I guess since it was a binge WEEKEND--it really hit me hard this time. I'm 5lbs from my original goal weight and I binge? for 2.5 days?! The guilt is hitting me hard but now it's out of my system and I'm def back on track today---hopefully it doesnt put too much of a dent in my weight loss for the month.
It's supposed to be gorgeous this week so I'm looking forward to my walk/jogs at the park. SPeaking of that...When will running ever be fun? hahaha I hear people talk about a "runners high" and loving running. Yeah....I hate it now just as much as I did at 293lbs! haha!! The furthest I've ever run straight was 4miles and although I felt awesome afterwards, during it I was miserable. A few friends say that usually once they pass that 3mile marker they get this boost of energy and find it easier so to just push past that 3rd mile and keep going. Lately I've just been running a mile , walk a mile, run a mile, walk.... Maybe this week I'll try to run for 3+straight again since it's been like a month since I've done more than 2.5straight. Gotta work off all that delicious but not so nutritious food from the weekend!!